Classes start tomorrowwwwww.
I'm seriously so excited. I cannot wait to get a move on with my life again. When I'm in school, I feel like I'm actually working toward having the life that I've dreamed of; and while I'm not in school, I feel really lame and helpless. I never do anything and I feel like I don't have anything to do or that I won't get anywhere until some structure gets back into my life.
So, I'm super happy for school.

And I cannot wait for my lifeeeee.
I look forward and I get so excited. I can't wait to be with someone for the rest of my life, I can't wait to start a family with someone. And I can't wait to have that super awesome special day with my best friend and perfect boyfriend.

So far, life is pretty good. Even though I'm broke and I need to purchase a film camera for school on Friday, even though my computer and cell phone are smelling like burnt batteries and I can't get an upgrade until October, and my refund check is not helping toward a computer like I had planned.
Things will be alright. Even if they aren't turning out the way I had planned.
But that's okay.
Life is unexpected. And that's what makes it life.