You know, sometimes I feel weird. Sometimes I don't know what I want. And sometimes, I can't explain the way I'm feeling.

And the thing that baffles my extensive word useage, is the way that I feel about Charles. (My boyfriend of one year and three months plus a few days)
I love him, but I don't believe that statement properly conveys what I am really feeling.
He's my best friend. I can't think about him without having a smile break across my face. I can always tell him what I'm thinking and not have to worry about what he thinks of what I say-because I know that he will still love me. No matter what.

It's like looking at my future but not being able to see anything without him.
It's like not being able to sleep because we aren't in the same city.
It's like forgetting about everything in the world when he looks at me.
It's like knowing someone will always be there instead of fearing loneliness.

I can't wait for the days when we can just stay without having to worry about what time it is.